9/9/09


Instead of the normal, sometimes lame titles, I opted to go with the date instead. Why? Well, how often do you get to write 9/9/09?

Last night as I was pondering my quite dull life, I had a thought (shocking isn’t it?). Why not go on a little road trip to somewhere, anywhere? So if I can figure out money, logisitics and well, my issue of traveling alone, I think I will hit up a place sometime this fall for food, fun and relaxation.

As I was flipping through Bon Appetit, still thinking about my possible road trip I found an article on Oxford, the food, town and everything else in between. Between that, all the other stuff that keeps popping up that reminds me of boy and my sanity slowly cracking, I really want to ask God that since things with the boy are over, why do all these signs keep popping up????

See, I like to think of my time praying to God as more of a conversation, which typically ends up with me tapping my foot, getting sarcastic and huffing off at times. I like to think that my pouty behaviour is probably why I am without a partner and children; instead of the glaring obvious that men don’t see me as the gal they want to committ to, FOREVER. Trust, that is a different post and all of it makes me giggle sometimes but other times I just get so sad to think that some of the things I really want are not going to happen. Wow, tangent, sorry! Anyway, I like to see it like this, when I got sassy with my parents, missed curfew or some disregarded some other rule, my parents took things away as punishment.

Now I understand that God doesn’t punish, that he is a loving God but sometimes I do think that my actions in the past are the reasons that I feel like I am being punished now.

So, we have all of these signs that just keep bombarding me, smacking me in the face and causing me to have meltdowns here and there. Then we have my weight stuck after losing almost 25lbs, so I need to figure out how to jump start that! Agh!!!!!!!!! Sometimes I can really feel for Charlie Brown and the football drama. I feel like that most times when it comes to relationships and weight.

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Author:

What you see is what you get; I am a Nashville girl who is single, again. I use the blog to get my inner, tortured, wanna be writer angst out. One day I just may write a book. I have been stumbling through life for 43 years now, I love to cook, read and figure out more embarrassing ways I can either harm myself (thank you hula hoop of 2010 and the case of the thrown back) or just prove how inept I am at household chores and dieting. The people you read about on here are real but most have had their names changed to protect the innocent and not so innocent. And I really should make a list of them so I can remember! Enjoy, read, mock, laugh and comment, it really isn't difficult. Plus, I would prefer reading comments from real people as opposed to the weird spam comments I keep getting. Plus, I will always find the hardest path to follow and take that one, why would anyone want to take the easy way?!

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